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                              1John:18 My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deeds and in truth.!

                            Jesus' You had my heart a long time ago, and I did not even know it. But why am I the only one seeking the Truth..?

                             Jeremiah 29:13 And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.

                                                                                                       We must Be Reborn                                                                                                  

                                           Through the sacrifice of Jesus and the remission of our sin’s through the baptism of water.

   To be Reborn. Truly born of God. We must accept the sacrifice of Jesus for ourselves, as our Rebirth. And with the remission of our sins, through                                             the baptism of water, With this! And only this! Shall we enter into the Father House.


I am come a light into the world, that whosoever believeth on me should not abide in darkness. And if any man hear my words, and believe not, I judge him not. For I came not to judge the world, but to save the world. He that rejecteth me, and receiveth not my words, hath one that judgeth him. The word that I have spoken, the same shall judge him in the last day. For I have not spoken of myself, but the Father which sent me, he gave me a commandment, what I should say, and what I should speak. And I know that his commandment is life everlasting. Whatsoever I speak therefore, even as the Father said unto me, so I speak.

                                                                              What do we know about God..?

What do we know about God? Who is He? I have found and understood that some people are confused about God. On one hand Jesus has said no man has seen God at any time. And on the other hand it is said that the birth of Jesus, Is God made flesh.

To understand this you must first understand who God is. God is not one man. Or one Spirit. Or even one being. No’ God is three beings that work together as one. The Father, the Son (Jesus), and the Holy Spirit.

When the Bible speaks of no one seeing God at any time it is talking about the Father. The Bible is very clear and simple. But it has been put together so that you must read and know the whole New Testament to understand everything.

The Bible also says that God is a Spirit. Some people take this to mean that God is formless. This is not the case. The Father is a Spirit, but He is not formless. We ourselves are spirits. We are not formless. We are just wearing a suit of flesh until we finish making our choices here on earth.

Some people think our old bodies will just fly away to Heaven and disappear. No’ when we die these body will return to where they come from. The Dust of the earth.  

Ok’ now let’s not forget the Old Testament. In some ways the Old Testament has its own form of Revelations. And it tries to tell us to listen before we fall to the same fate that the people of the Old Testament did.

There are some of us today that have lived through some of the Old Testament times and don’t even know it.

The Father sent Jesus to give us a second chance. Because all we had learned through out time was how to ride the fence. He wanted us to look and be able to see that there was two sides to every fence.

God wants us to have a clear understanding. So that when we make our choice we completely understand the outcome.

After the Father called Jesus Home. He left all the work to be explained and written down by the Apostles.

In the times between 68AD and 300AD. War was declared on the Christians and Jews. Taking whatever they had. It started around 68/70AD by destroying Jerusalem.     

Around 300AD Constantine the great took power and started returning some of what had been taken, back to the families. This is why you get (the great) as part of his name.

So when he started changing the Sabbath and reforming the way things were done with the church. People were proud to give in to someone who had given them trinkets.

Talk about how cheap we are! It reminds me of the Indians and Manhattan. I’m sure they have regretted their trade many times now. But we are not trading land. We are trading our very eternal existent. For a minor 70 years, more or less here on earth!

And how are we doing this. We are still holding on to the trinkets. But we are not selling out to one Constantine this time, but many.

To everyone that says he/she knows what God wants of us. Then reaching out their hands for our tithes and turning their backs on the very people Jesus came for. Then only telling us what we want to hear. And telling us nothing that we can’t read for ourselves. Or at least make sure they are telling us the whole Truth! By reading it for ourselves.  

After Constantine, about 300 years around 600AD the (what we call it now) church started its growth and March forward.

By then man’s evil greed for power was too strong to challenge and had become the new satan on earth and thus begun the new world order. But in and around 1300AD to 1400AD God raised up many new voices in the wilderness. To reestablish His Word. Then placed into power the one person who could get it done.

But not until after this man had been taught for 30 years in the Word so that he could clearly see the need for understanding.

The Father first sent His Son. To show us and give us a way to the Truth. Then He sent many Voices from the wilderness to return to us the True Word.

So what did we do? By the late 1800’s. New churches started to spring up. Saying they are the chosen one!

And what’s really funny. The Bible says the very opposite of what these churches are saying. But that did not matter, you still jump on board. Why? Because they promise you no punishment for your actions. The word sucker quickly comes to mind.

And the big one to me is that they have changed the meaning of the word church. A church is not a building. It’s a group of Believers that comes together. And that group can be as little as two people. And they can come together at any place they wish to worship.

God has tried twice to give us back the truth. And now He is letting down the veil of Heaven in different ways to let us see. And still we turn away.

Jesus said. It will be easier for Sodom and Gomorrah in the end times then it will be for those who harm these little ones. What do you think you are doing by Not telling your children the Truth? You listen to one person’s con and you sell your soul. At least in the 60’s they called them communes. And today they are called churches. The true satan of this world is man’s evil greed for power.

And you are just giving it to him. All because you did not think for yourself! I am sure satan is sitting back busting a gut laughing. Because man’s own evil greed for power and your ignorance, is doing the work for him.

I’m sure when the final door opens. Satan will be very thankful to the churches for its role in the fall of the Truth...  

Now you tell me. Who is God to you? And why do you server Him? Tell me about what and who you believe God to be to you. I have found some people on earth that have chose to serve man as there God.

I grew up following Religion. And then something happen to me one day. This strange thing pop into my head. What was it? WHY’ that was it. Why’ Why am I supposed to believe this? Why am I supposed to believe that? And you know what got me started searching for the Truth. Noah..!

I heard all my life Noah build the ark and he took animals two by two. So I thought it would be nice for me to read it for myself. I found what had been told to me was not completely true about Noah.

So if Noah could be wrong, what else could be wrong? I could not believe all that I found. It was like I just enter a whole new world. My Love for Jesus became stronger then it ever was. I had finally got to know and give my heart to the real God. The Truth was amazing… And all this time I wonder why speakers had not been telling the whole Truth.

Then Jesus come to mind. When He was approach and ask should we pay tax to the romans? Now if He said no. The romans would arrest Him. And if He said yes. The Jews would turn their backs on Him. Either way the priest would win.

So what was the best thing to say? The Truth. Give to Caesar what is Caesar and give to God what is God’s. Jesus made it very simple. Give your money to man and give yourself to God. As it is said in the Bible. Every man according to his Works..! Not his money.

God wants you, not your money. He wants that Loving kind heart of yours. That says. I’m here my Friend. How can I help..? Just as the Good Samaritan show us. He was not passing out money to the priest. He was helping the people the priest walk around and left laying in the streets.

So when speakers are taking all your money. Just to teach you about God. Then they are working for them self’s. Man, Not God. Isn’t it time for us to evolve back to the Truth..?


                                                Those who look away from the Truth, is likely to never find it again...

                                                                     Truth enlighten the heart and brings hope, to the mind...

                              Now is the Judgement of the world. My Father has lifted Me up from the earth. And I will draw All men unto Me..!

       1Peter 4:17 For the time is come that judgment must begin at the house of God: and if it first begin at us, what shall the end be of them that                            obey not the gospel of God?

        Jeremiah 15: 6 Thou hast forsaken me, saith the LORD, thou art gone backward: therefore will I stretch out my hand against thee, and                                  destroy thee; I am weary with repenting.

       Jeremiah: 12:10 Many pastors have destroyed my vineyard, they have trodden my portion under foot, they have made my pleasant portion a                             desolate wilderness.11: They have made it desolate, and being desolate it mourneth unto me; the whole land is made desolate,                             because no man layeth it to heart.

       Jeremiah 10:21 For the pastors are become brutish, and have not sought the LORD: therefore they shall not prosper, and all their flocks                                  shall be scattered.

        Isaiah: 5:20 Woe unto them that call evil good, and good evil; that put darkness for light, and light for darkness; that put bitter for sweet,                                     and sweet for bitter. 21: Woe unto them that are wise in their own eyes, and prudent in their own sight!

        III John 1:4  I have no greater joy than to hear that my children walk in truth. 


                                                                                                    I Wanted to Re-read

I sat down on my front porch swing today to reread the story of the Good Samaritan. I always liked that story. But I never could understand it.

Why would a Preacher. And then the assistant Pastor. Seeing someone in need, laying in the road, just walk pass them with their nose in the air?

I remember reading when Jesus completed His Walk. He turned all His work over to us, before returning Home. And how wonderful it was to read that in one day 3000 people became Believers.

But then it seemed as if war was declared on Christians. The very group who only wanted peace and happiness for everyone.

But it was not enough to just jail us, torcher us or even murder us. They were so insecure they felt they had to mock us too. And they say they are the intelligent ones.

I remember reading through my studies that it all started in and around 300AD. It was not just Constantine who tried to rewrite the meaning of the church and God commandments. But there were others who tried to contradict the writing of the Apostles.

It always amazes me how someone can be so miserable. They just have to try and make everyone else the way they are. And I don’t believe it’s just evil. I feel it’s just that these people are incapable of putting two words together to make an honest thought.

But all you can do is feel sorry for these people. For every time they speak to me. No matter what they say. They are always saying the same thing. I am lost and confused and I don’t want your help. Because that would make me look dumb. So I’m going to try and make you look dumb.

Is that how you really want to look to others? And no matter what I say, its pearls before swine’s.

But you got to admit it’s a lot easier to understand these people. Then it is to understand people who go to church on the wrong day. And turn their back on Jesus. They say they know God. But they are a contradiction to themselves. Through their very action.

And what’s even worse is they let some person standing at the front of their building, think for them, so they don’t have to. (They already learned it so I don’t have too.)

Now let me ask you this. Why does a person become a believer? (Well so I can get into Heaven) Why?

What exactly do you know about Heaven? (Well it’s a good place and I want to go there.) So you think you’re going to go to Heaven and just warm another bench there?

I can see it now. You die and go to Heaven. And the first thing you see is this Man walking over to you. So you introduce yourself and your wife. (Hi” we are Joe and Mary Smith. And you are?) I’m Jesus. (I really thought you would be taller. You know you really don’t look like your pictures.) And you really think you are going to get to Heaven like this.

Have you ever walked up to a stranger’s house and knocked on the door. (Hi” I was told you had a beautiful house, so I wanted to come in and live here!) So what do you think the stranger would say?

I don’t know you! (But we go to your church and check out that band of entertainment we got. And the best part. We only use Doctor Preachers. Hey” what do you think of that?)

To start with. It sound more like a country club then My House of Prayer. And it sounds like you’re going to be entertained. Instead of doing what I/Jesus ask you to do. And why do you need a Doctor to read the one Book I sent you? (But wait we’ve given thousands of dollars in tithes. We have the richest Preacher around.)

Yes I’ve noticed” But have you noticed all the homeless, hungry and sick people, on the streets? (But we are trying to get rid of them. You know, run them out of town or something. And anyway that why we pay our tithes.) Yes” Have you noticed that $3,000,000.00? House your Doctor Preacher lives in. Or that jet he flies in. Or that bank account he has..? I made it clear in the My Written Word the Bible I sent you.

A rich man is not supposed to have more money than he needs. And a poor man is not to have less money than he needs. (No one told us that.) I wonder why..? You and your building on the corner don’t seem to need me.

But those people on the street does. You see I’m here for the sick not the wealthy..! And I know my people by their hands on works that they do for the needy. Not by the money they flash..! (But if we give these people on the street money. They will just go by beer with it.) The job of judging was given to Me! by My Father. And to no one else..! 

(Ok” But Jesus would not do that to us. We go to church.) Going to church does not get you into Heaven. And you would know that if you read the Bible for yourselves. And made sure you were reading the Bible that Jesus sent to us. Not something that man tried to rewrite..!

(Well God is Love” so He will give us a break.) Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurts? Then watch that someone reach into your chest and rip your heart out..? That’s what we do every time we turn our backs on God Word, to Jesus. And by the way, He is giving us a break, Right Now..!

So what would you do? You being a husband/wife. And everything you ask your husband/wife to do. They did the opposite. No matter what. They pat you on the head and stab you in the back.

And to top it off your husband/wife is making your entire household miserable. And you promise your house that they would always be a peaceful place for everyone to live.

Now” not only have they turned their back on you. But they have just made a liar out of you. And this is the place you say you want to go? I believe you have your places mixed up. They both start with an H. But the place you looking for ends in an L..! There you can have all the chaos you want. And it a great place for bench warming. While you do nothing else…

Now” you can say and do anything you want to with your god. But in the end, that won’t change the Truth..!

So you say you have the truth. Then why is it that every ones truth always come from the same point in time 300AD. And then it’s always the same. God has picked you over everyone else to be number one.! You just proved you are talking about a god who choses one person over the next.

My God does not do that. As the Word/Bible says. God is no respecter of persons. I am just as important as Peter. And Peter is as important as me. (The nobody.) Why? Because we are not looking to get ahead of someone. But just be ourselves… And that makes all of us special to God… Wait I forgot” You rewrote that part to fit your wants in your book!

But if you really want to get into Heaven. When the Man opens the door you just knocked on. And He sees a Good Samaritan standing there. What do you think He will say then..?

Welcome” My Good and Faithful Servant..! And you won’t even have to tell Him your name.  

Now let me tell you why I want to go to Heaven. Because I want to be found worth to enter my Father House. Because Jesus is not just my Creator and my Saviour. He is my Friend, my partner, my Heart. He is in every breath of Life that I take… Why..?

Because He is someone that won’t turn His back on you. He is someone that won’t rip out your Heart. He is someone that won’t Lie to you. He is someone that won’t betray you. Because He is incapable of these things.

I had someone ask me one time if God can do anything. I had to say No” Even God has His limits.

He can Not lie to You…

So I have just two little questions. Why are you lying to yourself? And do you think this is a Game..?



Is it not strange that we have come full circle? That Isaiah and Jeremiah talk about the house of Jerusalem and Judah. And yet I see no different of today with the rest of us. Our preachers speak not the whole truth. And what we call churches. Is nothing more than a club house for people to feel good about themselves.

We have built our own gods. Some in churches. Others in money, fame, power or empty knowledge. Is this truly the road we want to take? One that leads nowhere.

Has the weakness of our bodies pull us down so far that we can’t see the Truth anymore. Or is it, that we just don’t want to look?


          Isaiah: 28:14 Wherefore hear the word of the LORD, ye scornful men, that rule this people which is in Jerusalem.15: Because ye have said, We have made a covenant with death, and with hell are we at agreement; when the overflowing scourge shall pass through, it shall not come unto us: for we have made lies our refuge, and under falsehood have we hid ourselves:

          Isaiah: 30:9 That this is a rebellious people, lying children, children that will not hear the law of the LORD: 10: Which say to the seers, See not; and to the prophets, Prophesy not unto us right things, speak unto us smooth things, prophesy deceits: 11: Get you out of the way, turn aside out of the path, cause the Holy One of Israel to cease from before us.

          Jeremiah 5: 31 the prophets prophesy falsely, and the priests bear rule by their means; and my people love to have it so: and what will ye                                        do in the end thereof?    

                        1Peter 5:6 Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time: 

                                    Anyone who praises himself shall be humble. And anyone who humble himself shall be praised...

                                        The grass withereth, the flower fadeth: but the word of our God shall stand for ever.

                                                          II Timothy chapter 4: verse 4   Galatians: chapter 4: verse 16 

                                                 Galatians: chapter 1: verse 20... II Corinthians: chapter 11: verse's 10,13,15    


      The Greatest Commandment: Jesus said.! To Love the Lord Thy God with all thy Heart with all thy Soul and with all thy mind.                                            The second is like unto it, Thou shall Love thy neighbour as thy self...

       If you teach anything less then this. You have sold out your soul, your family and your church. Is this what you want..?

                         Our GOD and His Holy WORD is about LOVE and nothing else. Give Jesus one moment and He will change your world...   

I once knew a teacher who pointed to the sky and said. Look at all that Glory. As he turn back to look at his students. He saw that they were all looking at his finger that was pointing. And missing all the Glory that there was for them to see. Just lately I have found this to be true with religions also... Sigmund Freud said that man creates his on gods. I have found this to be true in all walks of life. And lately I have been reminded of this. Years ago I knew of religions who thought they were so knowledgeable, that they stop seeking the Truth. And there god became themselves. When you lose your pathway that Jesus left for us. You not only lose sight of God. But you lose that Loving Peaceful feeling that flows through our very being. That tell you without words. When all this is done' I'm going Home...

                                                                          The Bible has become so misquoted it's a sin...

       Isaiah: 59:14 and judgment is turned away backward, and justice standeth afar off: for truth is fallen in the street, and equity cannot enter.       

         I have always found in my many walks of life. That people will always have a good reason for doing the wrong thing...                        

    John 8:32 - And ye shall know the Truth, and the TRUTH shall make you Free. (But only if you listen.!) He who has an ear, let him hear what      the Holy Spirit is saying...

     Isaiah: 61:1 The Spirit of the Lord GOD is upon me; because the LORD hath anointed me to preach good tidings unto the meek; he hath sent                          me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound;
                      2 To proclaim the acceptable year of the LORD, and the day of vengeance of our God; to comfort all that mourn;

Welcome' to all. From the last Christian. I must be. Because I can find no one that gets as excited about Jesus as I do. But there is always someone to criticized me. Because no one knows the truth but them. And that makes them a god in themselfs. I know all my words don't line up the way people want them too. But I do it that way to try and get someone's attention. Our time is short, doesn't any one care about their life anymore. I'm finding preachers standing at the front of the building with there hand out. Instead of telling the Truth. But I am also finding preachers that don't even know the truth. But by now if they did tell the church the truth, the church would run to the nearest exit.

Because they don't know what it mean to be a real Christian anymore. We have become so blind to the truth, we would not know it if we seen it. Now when Jesus knocks on the door we tell Him. We gave at the office..! I have research the Bible for over 40 years and now their is almost no one left to tell it too. And the ones I do find. Can only hear the sound of there own voice. I sometimes ask myself what ever happen to Gods true ministers..? Today most of what you hear is just pretty mouth speakers. Today they are call inspirational speakers. Their voices are like music to our ears. They feed us sugar, while you fill there palms. They live like kings, while we live in trouble times.

People say' well times have change. No they have not. Jesus told the Priest in old times. You like being call Rabbi in the market place, wearing nice robes, saying long Prayers. The only thing that has change is the clothes and the lies have become more realistic.  

At least when I see Jesus, I can tell Him' I tried but the lie's got to big to fight... But I am fighting for the Truth... Please help me get the Truth out.


        Jeremiah: 21 Thus saith the LORD; Take heed to yourselves, and bear no burden on the Sabbath day, nor bring it in by the gates of Jerusalem;
22 Neither carry forth a burden out of your houses on the Sabbath day, neither do ye any work, but hallow ye the Sabbath day, as I commanded your fathers. 23 But they obeyed not, neither inclined their ear, but made their neck stiff, that they might not hear, nor receive instruction.


Any group that gathers on a Sunday to honor the Sabbath, only honor the occult day of the sun. And you have broken the Ten commandments...

When Jesus handed Moses the Ten Commandments on mount Sinai. He call them Commandments(Not Laws.!)for one reason. Because this was His Commandments..! Not law's, which Jesus knew He would be coming to fulfill for all people. By putting the Jewish people and Us under His Grace..! This was the beginning of the Ten Commandments(Not the Ten Laws.!) and they would be for all times to live by. So their would be no question of how we are to live...

In 321AD Constantine the great was ruler and head of the church and the Occult's. He instructed that Christian and Non-christian should observe the(venerable day of the sun. Or sunday) Referring to the (sun-worshipers that Aurelain had established as an offical Occult) Until this time, Sunday did Not exists.! It was known as First Day.! But the seventh day, is known as the Sabbath which was made by the Lord Thy God at the beginning of time. The Lord Bless the Sabbath Day and made it Holy. So should we throw a Holy Day that has been Bless by the Lord GOD and told to us to Keep Holy, out the window..?                       

                                   A Christians heart never stops seeking what seems to be Unattainable...The Truth...  The Father's Gift                   to mankind was first His Son. Then the Holy Spirit. The Greatest Gift You can give to the Father Is The gift of Change.

                                                                      Every man has this Gift within him...


                                           It is not our Bible that we need to adjust to the age. But it is the age that we need to adjust to our Bible...                                                                                        For there is One God, One Bible, One Way...

                                                                                                     Isaiah 45:22

Christianity is a strong chain forge by Christ a long time ago. Only to be torn apart by man. The only one who could destroy its bonds. And the tool man is using to destroy it, Is religion... Why do we keep separating ourselves through the Delusions of Lie's.  

   A Faith that can be destroyed by suffering, is Not Faith... A Faith that can only be gained through riches, is Not Faith...

                         You are a believer, in what you Believe.! But that does not make you a Christian..!


                                                                          Matthew 21:13                        Ephesians 3:14-15


Though I speak with tongues of men and of Angels and have not Love. I am nothing.

And though I have the gifts of Prophecy of understanding and of all mysteries and knowledge so that I could move mountains. And have not Love. I am Nothing.

And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor and give my body up to be burn and have not Love, it profiteth me nothing.

Love is long suffering and does not boast. Does not behave badly or seeketh it’s own.

And is not easily provoked or thinketh evil.

Love Beareth all things, Believeth and Hopeth all things. Love never fails.

But where there be Prophecies, Tongues, or all Knowledge, they shall cease and vanish away.

When I was a child I spoke as a child. I understood as a child. I thought as a child. But when I became a man I put away childish things.

For now we can only see the Truth in part. But soon ours eyes will clear and we will see it as we see ourselves.

The great truth, Faith, Hope and the greatest of these, Love..!


You are a Believer in what you believe. But that does not make you a Christian. If you refuse to see the facts in this. You have already sold your Soul to the highest bidder. Or you just Truly don't believe. No matter what you say or do, you cannot change the Truth.!

Even science has proven and dated the book of Matthew. Jesus has left nothing to chance and nothing hidden at anytime.

From the time Jesus handed the first Bible to Moses. To having John write Revelations. Jesus has left nothing to question. Jesus has always been out front and wide open for every one to see. And no one has ever proven this to be wrong.

For all the gifts that Jesus has given to us from the Father. And the Father other gift to us of the Holy Spirit. To teach and comfort us. All Jesus has ask of us is to be an extension of His works. (with out change)To do the very things He did on His three year walk among us.

But what did we do instead. We created religions. So we can say, this is better, now we can do it our way.! Is that what you are going to say when you stand before God. We change your walk on earth to fit our needs. Instead of helping our neighbour we now turn our backs on him.

If I remember correctly we are not the first ones to do this.! I believe that was satan and it caused a great war. Just look where he is now. Nice roll model you've chosen.!

And remember you are responsible for your Tithes. So if you hand your tithes to any one person or group of people, for them to do your work for you. And they pocket it, You are still responsible for the Poor.

The child thats goes hungry, cold or homeless. And if this cause them to fall away. There blood is on your hands.! You cannot hide from the Truth. No matter what you call yourself...

So you ask' are we to pay our Ministers.? Yes' we are to support all their needs. So that they can continually Minister too all that is in need... That is their work that God has given them. Read Romans 13: 6-8

But if at anytime they take from anyone Tithes for self gain, they have stolen from God... Remember Ananias and Sapphira.! Tithes are for the Poor, only.! Our Ministers and Jesus House of Pray. Are to be supported by us separately. We are NOT to make them rich.! But help our good Ministers in what every they need to do their job. Even if it means supporting them while they are helping another church get own their feet... Read Paul letters...   


I do not know what my future holds. But I do know Who Holds my Future...


The most Dangerous thing in the world... Is Self imposed Ignorance... Denial of the True facts..! 

Man must realize, God cannot be learned through the mind. But must be felt through the Heart…

 I say to you this' No man is more Deaf, then he who will not hear the Truth...


Sigmund Freud said man created god. He was right, man did create god. But he did Not create God. Man has created god in his own image many times...




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